I hate the real world

BPC: Girl, sometimes there so many conflicting ideas and emotions in your head that the more I think, the more I end up confused. Your head is a very scary place to live in.
Collapse: *grr*
BPC: Right, first things first. The damage done isn’t going to go away. You won’t be able to talk your way out of this one. What you need to do, hard as it is – is to let it go. Take it like it is, because maybe this is who you are.
Collapse: People deserve so much more but once you've done what you've done, you've pretty much screwed it over.
BPC: Life can’t be viewed in black and white.
Collapse: If you love something, does loving it less turn you into a bad person? There has to be a difference between being a bad person and being a normal person doing a bad thing.
BPC: Don’t make a bigger deal of it than it needs to be. You need to fix whatever it is that makes you believe you need 'this' to feel complete. Figure out your life, grow some opinions on things other 'this' . There’s more to living than 'this'.
Collapse: What the hell is 'this' anyway?
BPC: What does it mean to you? 'This' isn’t a word you should use cheaply. Have you thought that maybe the reason you get bored is because you’re just not ready ?
Collapse: That’s not unusual
BPC: Say someone offers you chocolate cake. It looks really good – all shiny and chocolaty and tempting, but if you eat it, something bad will happen.
Collapse: That’s when you let your head do the thinking.
BPC: Are you prepared for the consequences? If your asnwer is ‘no', walk away.
Collapse: *grr*
BPC: What – you think you’re the only girl out there facing this? You’re not six anymore, stand by your beliefs. Being an adult is about making choices and living with the end result, be it good or bad. You made the choice ... it was conscious, believe me. THIS doesn’t happen by accident. Therefore, I don’t buy this whole ‘woe is me’ attitude. You made your bed and you must lie on it. It doesn’t mean you’re doomed to be unhappy for life.
Collapse: What’s with all the negativity?
BPC: The good news is that you know you’ve been making the choice to do 'this' all along, you can decide to stop. It really is as easy as all that. People complicate things too much sometimes.
Collapse: Emotions are confusing
BPC: Yes, but 'this' is not. Drill this into your head – there’s no excuse for 'this'. Be enough of a woman to stand up and own your mistakes. Embrace them and make them your own...then make the conscious decision to change.
Collapse: It will be bloody hard and far too easy to escape into old habits, can I really do it?
BPC: You’re not the first woman in the universe to encounter this problem. This is how you learn to become an adult. Welcome to the real world.
Collapse: I hate the real world.
BPC: Honey, it's the only world I know of. If you find a better one, let me know ....